My answers to my questions

Who created this life?

I do not know

What is the purpose?

I do not know

Is there an intention for every life made?

I do not know

How do I wish to live my life?

By choice

How do you or have you chosen?

By what I want to do or what would make me happy

Have you ever regretted for your decisions?

Not truly as I don’t think I would’ve chosen the other way at that moment

Have you decided anytime to make other happy?

Yes

How often?

Seldom when I was alone, often after I had my child and parents with me

Have you regretted those decisions?

Yes, some times. But again thinking back I would not have decided the other way. So probably I decided with my consent

What do you think disturbs you more?

My past memories, biases, impressions which influence my presence

What do you wish often?

To clean my brain of its thinking and other clutter

What else you wish for?

To make my body light, to float off ground or get absorbed by earth

Do you want to live long?

No

Are you afraid of death?

Not at all

What worries you when you think of your death?

Care of my dependent child

Do you think it can be ignored?

Yes, I know it is not under my control and whatever will happen will happen

What you are not able to control most?

My anger or my frustrated response to situations

Can you live a happier life?

I think I am living a happy life to my best

Do you think it can be made better?

Maybe , if I handle situations with calm mind; and if I don’t get my previous biases influence my presence

Are you scared to live another life?

No, why? It maybe fun to live another life at another time. Or maynot be fun. But I am not scared

What do you prefer the most now? Company or silence?

Silence. With a silent mind

Do you know the way to get there?

No. But I think I will go for it sooner or later.

------------------------------as of May 21^st 2019

                                         Shanthi